Confession: I’ve never been more emotionally attached to a character as I am to Eric Northman. On yesterdays episode, while he was standing in the sun trying to lure Russel Edgington out into the sun light, I felt I was going to suffer a heart attack from the suspense! THEN when he put the (SILVER) handcuffs on I wanted to cry. Even after the show was over I was just sad and went to bed to read the novels. MTG even pointed out that if he does successfully kill Russel, then his story and purpose for living would be over. OVER?! WHAT ABOUT SOOKIE?! Not that I like her for him but BIll is so sketch to me. & what if he dies, What happens to PAM?! I love her too. 

I know I’m just freaking out about nothing and they wouldn’t DARE take him off of the show. I will just torture myself for two weeks elaborating on these ridiculous thoughts. Then, HBO has a whole year before it airs to toy with my emotions; sigh.